Today I had a court date to appeal my denial for a fee waiver for my divorce.. I made about 21K last year as I only worked about 5 months. I was denied.. WHY you would ask? Well because MONTHLY I make more then the income guidelines. Even though my budget CLEARLY states I HAVE NO MONEY, (they ask for a break down of your income), even though I have 3 kids and one of them is 1. I was DENIED... I know why people lie.. I know why people cheat. DESPERATION.
Oh and it got better. I lost my phone, ran it over, or SOMETHING that it can not be found... That cost me $100 too.
Grand total today $495 guess how much of that I really have..... HAHAHAH That would be NONE!!!
I am now in debt to the bank thank you for over draft but OH the fees to just stay above water. The cell phone is my ONLY phone so I HAVE to have it as I do not have any other way of communicating with the world...
I believe in GOD. I prayed a lot today. If I drank I would have had a LOT to drink.. If I took drugs I would have used today. Thank GOD I do not use drugs nor alcohol..... But I so understand why and how people get lost in those things.
My kids are probably acting like they do any other day but because I am all discombobulated I feel frazzled and short.. Sorry kidlets I love yall!
I have to move... I am selling my house in a short sale. I am trying really really hard NOT to be a bitter old lady....
Prayer I will continue to do, it keeps me sane. Drinking if it was not so expensive could be my back up plan.
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