As is life... Things just move ahead. My baby boy will be 7 years old tomorrow... I am both happy and sad. I can look back at his birth and remember the joy and yet the sadness as well. Today I look at him and I find myself feeling much the same feelings. 7 years later and much has changed and yet much is still the same. I am still filled with sadness and regret with many things yet I am on the road of happiness.
Its a new year and CHANGES are in the process. Chances to make the things I want come to pass with hard work and determination. NEXT year I want to look back and find myself filled with accomplishment and awareness.
My soon to be ex-husband and I had the discussion I had been dreading. Its over and I feel a great sense of relief. Now its a few court dates for our children and then the waiting period to have the papers signed or the divorce to be final. June 27th would be the 6th month mark for the divorce to be final. My 34th birthday will be 7 days later. I want to celebrate happiness and the end of a chapter. I am sad because of the divorce but I am also relieved and excited to see life unfold.
I have informed my step children that I have filed for divorce, I have informed my 7 year old, I have informed my family and close friends. The cat is out of the bag... It is a relief... It is sad but again I look forward to life. A new year and new possibilities!
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