My first week.. I survived.. OF COURE

My first week back into the work force has passed with no huge hitches. I was busy and over all I felt competent. I am by no means an expert in the field I have chosen to work in despite having an "education" there is nothing that compares to hands on life experiences. I miss my kidlets but the bills have to be paid, student loans attended to, and I do love to buy shoes lol.

As of late I have been doing a lot of soul searching. Where do I want to go next, what is life, what do I do from here. My dream of obtaining an education is finished.. mostly and now what. I spent so many years working towards that goal that now I feel a little lost with out the academia part of my life. Working has its own rewards but I guess learning is my thing. I am thinking about a Ph.D.. Yeah but I am giving myself 6 months to hash that out... maybe.

In the mean time I guess I go to work.. I mean they are paying me and I really like the company, the hours, and yes even the work. I know that I am fortunate to be in a full time position having graduated just over a month go, being paid fairly well for today.. But I guess I just like to dream and think about the next step.

I am always doing things I can't do, that's how I get to do them. - Pablo Picasso